almosteasy89

3/15/10 You say you want to be friends. Bullshit. You want to feel better about breaking my heart. You're still just as mean and hurtful, judgmental and cruel. The sweet, innocent girl I fell for turned into a cold, hard bitch. And I never said a word; but I stood up for myself, just not enough. I let you lead me on, and walk all over me. You say I lied, I hurt your fragile ego, but, baby, you are a liar. You say you care, but the only person you will ever care for is you. Those "friends" you have will leave you, when they see you're all take, no give, all hate, no love. And I'll laugh when you break because

3/11/10 The anger, it builds in the pit of my stomach. How am I expected to act? You broke me long before you broke up with me. Your words, your actions, you crushed me; you took me between your fingers and squeezed, crushing, crushing, slowly taking everything.

The sun sets around us, stealing back the warmth it was so generous with just a few hours earlier. You snuggle deep into my chest and I breathe in your scent. Every moment like this makes my life worthwhile. Your head starts to droop and I smile to myself. "She's so cute," I think. "And peaceful." Without waking you, I lay both of us down on the bed and pull the blankets up over us. You sigh a little bit, move your head, and settle back down into my arm. I turn my head to kiss your forehead. My last thought before I drift off to sleep is "You're lovely."

The way you talk to me Makes me wish I was more More important, prettier, Smarter More willing to be me And stand up for myself What is love? I thought it was acceptance Trust, caring, sharing And being open Wanting to be there When things turn bad And wanting to sacrifice Once in a while So everyone wins You want a one- Lane highway Where you’re the only one On the road. No solid lines to guide you No dotted lines persuading you To go left To go right To stay straight To swerve Just you And your path Straight ahead I want two lanes Separated by a wall Us and them They’re dangerous I’ve had